Saturday, December 5, 2009

The Progress Pictures

Enjoy ;-)

Holiday 2009 update...

Well I had great intentions of writing more often and documenting my weight gain, but I got terribly busy with school and kept putting it off.
I also broke my scale so I'm not exactly sure what I weigh. I actually did not break it by standing on it, but kicked it by accident in the middle of the night when I was headed to the bathroom. Being made of glass, it shattered into a thousand pieces.

Regardless, I can feel a difference in the way my clothes fit. Most of the knit polo type shirts which I wear all the time to school are feeling tight. I used to have a bit of room in them that hid my gut pretty well, but many of them now hug me a little bit. There's no hiding my fatness now.

Interestingly enough, my mother did not make any comments about my weight when I went to see my family at Thanksgiving which surprised me. When I last saw them in May, my mother kept telling me I needed to exercise. I know I actually do regardless of whether or not I am trying to gain. I want to be large, but still want to be able to move my fat ass when necessary. hehe

So here is my best estimate:
Still 6'4" tall... a height which can carry a lot of weight before looking really fat.
Now approximately 265 pounds.
My waist size (or clothing waist size) is 42" Some of my 42's are getting a little tight... others are very loose.
My favorite stat is belly size. Measured around at the fattest point when sitting I'm at 52"!

So that's it for now... if you would like to see more pictures of me aside from what I'm about to post, I have an account on Flickr. Be warned though you will see much more than my belly, so if you're only interested in G rated pics stick to this site and Youtube.
My flicker address is:
Some people say the address doesn't work so if it doesn't work, just sign into Flickr and search for me, you'll find me eventually.

By the way, I welcome all comments and encouragement. Especially from those in Texas and the Houston area.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Me in February at 245 pounds. As of April 15th I am 255 pounds.
This is me back in October 2008 at 240 pounds.

Texas Gainer's Weight Gain

Welcome to my blog. After receiving a few requests from people on the net, I have decided to document my experience as a "gainer."
Since I was a very young man, I have been attracted to fat men. Unexplainably I have always wanted to be fat myself. I wanted to know what it felt like to have a large belly. I've also wanted to know what it felt like for others to see me as fat. For most people this is the last thing they would ever want. To be seen as fat and ugly... but that's not always the case. There are many people out there that are attracted to heavy men, and I had no idea how many until I started talking about it online and posting videos of my weight gain on YouTube.
Up until recently weight gain has only been a fantasy. For all of my life I was tall and skinny... very skinny. Before I started gaining I was 6 foot 4 inches tall and 185 pounds.
Now through no concerted effort I have grown to 255 pounds. Friends and family have really started to notice the difference and I'm often surprised when I catch a glimpse of myself and my gut sticking out in front of me.
A lot of people will ask why would I do this to myself. It's unhealthy and unattractive. I don't know why, but the urge to be fat is practically unstoppable. It's like my body is craving it. I want to be a big guy. I want people to notice me because I'm fat and I don't care if they find it disgusting. To me, it is extremely stimulating to see myself growing bigger. It's also quite a turn on when I notice someone looking at my gut.
S0... while I know that many people will find it disgusting, I know that many people will be excited by it. There are endless numbers of people that are attracted to big guys, and many that will be happy to encourage me and tell me how beautiful I am as a fat man. I know that there are many other gainers and potential gainers that will benefit from hearing about my experience and hopefully will find the courage to give in to their urge to gain.
If you are one of those people, please feel free to write and comment. Encouragement is welcome. So is admiration. Please know that you can ask me anything and I won't be embarassed or ignore you.
If you are one of those that think I'm crazy and stupid, it's okay if you write me, but if you say something mean and nasty it won't make any difference to me. I've heard it all already and don't really care about your opinion. I'm not living my life for you.
I hope you enjoy watching me gain. I plan to post photos so you can see my progress. If you request I will tell where you can find additional photos and info about me.
If you are in the Houston, Texas area and would like to contact me for whatever reason, please do.
Thank you and enjoy!

Texas Gainer